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November 05 My best friend`s love letter!!!My dear friends, I`m doing fine. Just too lazy and busy to write blog in the past 5 months.
Trying very hard to get used to my work life now, I didn`t know that working in Finance Division is so cyclical before. Every month end, the first week of each month, is hectic like crazy! Non-stop emails, calls, messengers asking me to make late adjustment, checking numbers, explaining the logic/full name of some initials, while at the same time I need to cope with those elephant-sized excel files, which always crash my laptop, and keep chasing other people for data.
Now, in addition to the "Monday-blue", I also have "Month-end-blue" now. And every month is almost the same, every guy in my team is too tired or concentrated to laugh. It`s just a period of craziness, happened on monthly basis. I feel llike I`m getting one year elder after finishing one month-end, geeeee, that sounds scary.
I have my breakfast at desk, lunch at desk, and dinner still at desk, often around 9pm, if not 10pm.
Don`t blame me for complaining here, we always need an outlet to release our emotion. During month end, every time I promise myself that "today I`ll go home early", I was lying to myself, and I hate that!!! Ok ok ok fine, let me work hard now to have more relaxing future life, so that when I promise my husband or kids that "today I`ll go home early", I can make it happen definitely and show up in the front of their smiling faces!
Although month end is quite depressing, receiving such a sweet love letter from my best friend is enough to make the whole world envy me!!! Pasted as follows,
From: Crista
Sent: Wed 11/5/2008 2:28 PM
To: icy Subject: Thinking of you
Honey,
I am just thinking of you at this moment. You have been working long hours recently and I know you must be feeling kind of down. Hehe, isn’t it funny? When we first started working, we were so willing to work extra hours and will so fret when we have nothing to do. But now, all we are thinking of is “ come on, I want to go home”. I guess, these are just phases. Finally we will feel fit in and feel in pace with life with a fixed component called work.
There’s one thing I can’t get off my mind. It’s when Leo recalled the incident when you called him and cried. You commented by saying that “I am indeed kind of depressed sometimes”. Actually you’ve said so several times and I never take it seriously. Now it is haunting me… I feel bad about my insensitivity. Surely, you would have those moments… Surely you do…. You are always so considerate and compromising, so nice that even good friends start to take it for granted….
Well, honey. Just an Email to say how much I love you… feeling like saying it to you ^-^ also I saw a lovely poem once about “distant love”. Maybe useful for you ^^
The Love I Long For
So far away and yet so very close, I yearn for your love with the greatest of hope. To meet you, my sweet lover, I'm trying to cope. The touch of your hand, the look in your eyes The feel of your soft lips will soon arise. Together we will be, one day soon Patience is a virtue you have crooned. So until then my love, I will wait Dreaming of you and our first date. |
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