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    April 30

    最近比较颓

      我突然很怀念港大的第二学期和刚来美国的第一个QUARTER,忙到吐血,前者是39个学分外加上庄外加乱七八糟的比赛;后者是SOCIAL太多,旅游太频繁,课选得多,作业复旦又重,所以也是忙得一塌糊涂.每天都很抓紧时间,生活过得很充实,虽然睡眠不足,上课时候经常半梦半醒.
      现在呢,一星期三天的周末,时间多得我手足无措了,经常无聊到死地对着电脑闲逛一个晚上读认识的不认识的人的SPACE.超浪费时间的,恨自己.
          昨天和ROOMIE去逛街,又腐败了好多钱,哎呀呀,怎么养自己呀之后?!
    April 23

    为赋新词强说愁

       Crista说得对,写BLOG对很多像我这样的人来说根本就只是一个感情宣泄的渠道,或者窗口,所以生活丰富精彩的时候更新得很频繁,心情起伏不定的时候也来的很经常,如果一切像无风无浪的湖面般平静的时候,就什么也不想写,不想说,让她那么荒芜着.
      现在又到了心烦意乱的时候,原因不是单一的.周末要赶一篇下个星期四要交的RESEARCH PROPOSAL,5-7页而已,却像挤牙膏般痛不欲生,主要是一直确定不了主题.写的时候效率低得像死海得海拔.写一句话看看某人得BLOG,再写一句又去看24,好不容易静下心写了一段又觉得无法继续,于是看了一集HONEY & CLOVER.看完肚子又饿了,吃完饭气攻心又犯困了,照这样的速度写下去,人民币升到6.5 per USD了我的PAPER恐怕还在摇篮里挣扎.大概我真的不是做研究这块料,人家满怀PASSION的BRAINSTORE, DATA COLLECTION,的时候我在这里更新BLOG,书桌上乱七八糟,书,资料快要把我淹没,心里却在抱怨好好在DAVIS继续上完最后一个QUARTER不是很好,大老远西岸到东岸参加这个什么PROGRAM,现在却为了PAPER人憔悴.原来上课是多么轻松容易的事情,特别是EXCHANGE阶段,花少得多的时间却可以拿更高的GPA,浪费整晚整晚的时间聊天上网看戏睡觉吃零食计划旅游或者跷课去游玩都觉得名正言顺理所当然.现在好了,写什么PAPER还和自己专业没有关系(虽然话说回来,有关系我也不见得写得好),不要说英文,我的中文都已经退化得快要不行了,还和一班NATIVE SPEAKER, POLITICAL SCIENCE得人比写作,死无葬身之地.面前摆一张白纸,想列一个OUTLINE,写了几行发现自己得字迹已经惨不忍睹,中文英文都是,以前练习硬笔书法的耐性早已远离我而去.于是感叹电脑的高速发展未必是好事,我又扯到哪里去了?!
      快要回去了,时间流逝的速度不论多快的火箭都望尘莫及.和一个朋友讨论EXCHANGE学到了什么,不敢回答这个问题.他在回信里说:I believe you must have learnt a lot in this productive year.真的吗???大概是两个月前看一篇中文文章突然的意识到自己所谓的语言优势是那么的浅薄无力,英语说完全没进步是假的,只是SIGNIFICANT PROGRESS却是断然不敢下的结论.至于语文水平,那个退步明显得我就不想继续发表评论,曾经在高三为高考训练出来得瞎掰速写能力不复存在,偶尔翻看到一篇文笔优美得文章就自叹自己再也没有那个能力雕琢出那样的文字了.TRADEOFF吗?WORTHWHILE?
         实习的那些申请依然毫无头绪,虽然知道绝大多数的人还是没有找到,虽然承认香港的JOB MARKET根本就是最抢手的TARGET,全世界的JOB-HUNTER都望眼欲穿,虽然也明白自己和找到的那几个人根本不是差距一点点,虽然也了解实习不等于就一定找到好的工作,虽然埋怨自己这么没完没了的唠叨一定又让爸妈担心他们的宝贝女儿睡不好觉,可是,可是,心里还是急呀.不要再跟我说什么,"别担心你一定会找到的""好货沉底""你这么优秀都着急,我怎么办""等到时候你找到了,就知道自己当初的担忧是多傻气和可笑"...精神支持对我来说就好像那些TORTURE审问对立志为自己的信仰牺牲的恐怖分子一样,毫无效用了.射手本是那么乐观的星座,年轻人本应该野心勃勃,积极向上,用自己的棱角抵抗外界的磨蚀,算我没出息也好,经历过太少的挫折于是不知道怎么面对也罢,反正我就是需要一个实际一点的认可来重塑我的生活状态和自信心了.世界上有太多复杂的事情,不得不承认和找工作,写PAPER比起来,考试对我们这样应试制度吓摸爬滚打还幸存的小孩而言简直易如反掌.只是生活永远都不可能像那些教科书里的MODEL一样动不动就来个simplification或者Ceteris paribus.
        和堂姐聊天,说人活着真是辛苦,每个阶段担心不同的事情,高中担心高考,大学就大一轻松了一年,大二担心实习,实习完担心找工作,找到工作了又担心考什么CPA, CFA的,考过了担心升职,买房,存养老金,接着是结婚,生孩子,健康状况,七七八八,没完没了,直到终老.堂姐说你太情绪化,纯粹是被找INTERN吓到了,如果突然一个OFFER来了,你会顿时感受到世界的美好生活的芳香,谁知道呢,我根本连影子都还没有望到呢.舍友间的情绪互相影响,我吵着说要回DAVIS,回香港,HYERI嚷着要回韩国.到底是怎么了,不就是个PAPER吗,不就是个INTERN吗?你看看人家BAUER,天天看24小时也不懂得学学人家的精神.整天把什么国家利益放得至高无上,老婆死了,女儿遗弃自己了,朋友因为自己遇难了,兄弟反目了,爸爸和自己几乎断绝关系了,工作把私生活整得一塌糊涂,为国家付出了所有还遭来猜疑,嫉妒甚至被要求作为交换的筹码.人家还活得好好的呢,从第一季到第六季还一样站在那里.比比,比比,识尽愁滋味的人只道天凉好个秋,不知愁滋味的却为赋新词强说愁.
      好了,够了,再这样下去自己都要看不起自己了,我呀振作起来;振作,起来;振,作,起,来!
    April 22

    DC pictures update

       Got some complaints that I delayed to update photos in DC, just too lazy to post them.
            Finally, today.
            By the way, now I live with three Asian girls, two from Shanghai, one from Korea, but I guess our room has the most number of language geniuses in our whole building!
            Cynthia speaks Mandarin, English, Shanghainese, Cantonese
            Hyeri speaks Korean, English, basic French
            Xuan speaks Mandarin, Shanghainese, French, English(All fluent)
            I speak Mandarin, English, Cantonese, basic Japanese.
            So cool!!! Right!
    April 17

    Investment banks and presidential election

    Obama Gets Edge on New Yorkers Clinton, Giuliani on Wall Street

    http://www.bloomberg.com/apps/news?pid=20601087&sid=aLeZ7ht_LtZg&refer=worldwide

    By Kristin Jensen and Christine Harper

    April 17 (Bloomberg) -- Democratic presidential candidate Barack Obama ran ahead of New York Senator Hillary Clinton and former New York Mayor Rudy Giuliani on their home turf, raising cash from the biggest investment banks on Wall Street.

    Obama raised $479,209 from employees at the banks in the first quarter, according to Federal Election Commission filings. That was better than Giuliani, a Republican who collected $473,442. Clinton, Obama's Democratic rival, raised $447,625. The figures are based on employers listed by donors; in some cases, the names are missing or incomplete.

    The employees of Goldman Sachs Group Inc. and UBS AG gave Obama more than a combined $260,000, boosting his showing. The Illinois senator's top fundraisers include David Heller, a managing director at Goldman, and Robert Wolf, chief executive officer of UBS Americas. Neither was available for comment.

    ``I've never had a higher hit ratio in terms of asking people for money and them saying yes,'' said James Torrey, an Obama fundraiser and chairman and chief executive officer of New York-based Torrey Associates, a $1.3 billion fund of funds. ``There are one or two or three people who are zealots within these firms and when they get behind a candidate, other people within these firms follow.''

    In addition to Goldman and UBS, the figures reflect giving from the employees of Bear Stearns Cos., Citigroup Inc., Credit Suisse Group, Deutsche Bank AG, JPMorgan Chase & Co., Lehman Brothers Holdings Inc., Merrill Lynch & Co. and Morgan Stanley. Goldman employees gave 1 1/2 times as much to presidential hopefuls as the next highest set of givers, from Citigroup.

    Hedge Funds, Equity

    Giuliani's Republican rival Mitt Romney raised more than $382,000 from top investment banks, while Senator John McCain of Arizona took in $213,660. When adding in the top 10 hedge funds and top 10 private equity firms, Romney did better, helped by ties he made in the corporate world before becoming governor of Massachusetts. He previously ran the Boston-based investment firm Bain Capital LLC, whose employees gave him $79,400.

    Obama, 45, also got money from the private equity world, receiving a combined $35,000 from employees of the leveraged- buyout firm Blackstone Group LP in New York and the Carlyle Group, a global private equity firm based in Washington.

    The Democratic candidates for president tallied up more than $1.3 million in contributions from top Wall Street investment banking firms in the period, compared with about $1.1 million for the Republicans, FEC filings show.

    `Hungry'

    ``The Democrats are hungry,'' said former Senate Majority Leader Bill Frist, a Tennessee Republican, in an interview last week. ``They're just simply doing the better job today.''

    Employees of New York-based Goldman, the world's biggest securities firm by market value, donated at least $120,250 to Obama and $113,750 to Romney, FEC filings show. Clinton got $64,400 from the firm's employees. Giuliani received $13,250.

    ``These are private decisions by individuals at the firm to contribute and it would be inappropriate for Goldman Sachs to comment on it,'' said Peter Rose, a spokesman in New York.

    Obama was one of a small group of invitees that addressed Goldman's annual partners' meeting in Chicago on May 31. He headed into the private session with billionaire investor Warren Buffett, who also spoke to the group along with former Federal Reserve Chairman Alan Greenspan.

    Goldman employees are among the most politically active on Wall Street. The firm has produced two Treasury secretaries in recent years -- Democrat Robert Rubin and Republican Hank Paulson -- as well as New Jersey Governor Jon Corzine, a Democrat.

    UBS

    U.S. employees of Zurich-based UBS gave more than $140,000 to Obama, compared with $62,050 for Giuliani and $9,100 for Clinton. Romney raised $24,100 from UBS employees and McCain took in $13,900.

    Clinton, 59, has long benefited from the support of Wall Street. Employees of Citigroup, the biggest U.S. bank, make up the largest group of donors to her last two Senate races, with Goldman coming in second. That's according to figures from the Washington-based Center for Responsive Politics, a research group that tracks money in politics.

    Individual candidates were helped by their personal ties on Wall Street as well. John Edwards, a Democratic candidate and former North Carolina senator, got more than $150,000 from employees of New York-based Fortress Investment Group LLC, where he serves as a senior adviser. Among the top investment banks, Edwards took in $193,250, FEC filings show.

    During the quarter, New York-based Bear Stearns hosted presidential candidates from both parties. In the end, the firm's employees gave their biggest group of donations to Giuliani, 62, who spoke to about 400 senior managing directors at the security firm's Madison Avenue headquarters on March 1. He received at least $67,942 of their more than $200,000 in contributions.

    Back from New York

           For some reasons, I am too lazy and not in good mood for updating my new life in DC.
          So just make it short, I went to NY last weekend for travelling, a big version of Hong Kong, more tourists, more crowded, much more noise, more diversifed population, less organized, less clean...(Overall like HK better of course)
          Time Square was a dead ringer to LV, which made me feel nervous. >.<
          Subway is horrible! So dirty and noisy, no reception for cell phones, so many black people hanging around, so vague instructions about routes...
          Shopping place, windown shopping is the only option for me there, nothing to buy...(Why PPP doesn`t work?)
          Night view is nice, the city is more charming when it`s getting dark and quiet.
          What else, let me think, so messy in my mind, umm, oh, U Columbia, I like it a lot! Small campus with stylish buildings, feel so good.
          China Town is impressive! The biggest and best one in North America, I guess, Cantonese works perfectly well there and Dim Sum yummy yummy!!! Portuguese Tart, wonderful! Missing HK badly!
             Enjoy the photos, no mood for writting more for now.
    April 13

    人生"六然"

    凡事由其自然
    遇了處之態然
    得意之時淡然
    失意之時坦然
    艱辛曲折必然
    歷盡滄桑悟然

    April 05

    最后一次玩点名游戏了!!!

    我发誓这是我最后一次玩点名游戏了!被初三同桌点名,

    XY,你要在留言时候把2, 23, 53, 54,55,60,61给回答一遍,作为惩罚

    问题一:你觉得自己幸福吗?

       非常,从小到大都是

    问题二:你眼中的我是什么样子的?

       情种,对朋友很够义气,很多时候玩世不恭,但是又让人心疼

    问题三:在感觉到孤单寂寞的时候,最想做的事情是什么?

       煲电话粥

    问题四:愿意尽力保护的人或事物,或者愿意维持的状态或感觉.4个吧

     爸妈(整体),爷爷奶奶(整体),外婆,第四个太多人并列,不一一列举

    问题五:当你遇到危险时,第一反应是什么?

      慌到没反应

    问题六:小时候,梦想的职业是什么?

     相声演员(人家告诉我没有女性相声演员,不要做梦)和画家 

    问题七:什么时候你会突然想到别人?

      很多时候

    问题八:非常高兴时最想做什么?

      笑,告诉家人朋友

    问题九:大学有什么新计划?

      明年就要毕业啦,要计划一个毕业旅行

    问题十:最想做的叛逆事是什么?

     GAP-YEAR,不读书不工作,抓个男生陪我周游世界

    问题十一:如果你的生命只剩下一天,你会做什么?

      和家人在一起 

    问题十二:最绝望的时候是什么?

      目前还没有出现过

    问题十三:大学的你怎么抵挡身边的诱惑呢?

     我自制力强,不会因小失大

    问题十四:到目前为止,遇到的最大挫折是什么?

     从今年年初开始找INTERNSHIP

    问题十五:最怀念曾经的什么?

     2006.6.13 & 2006.7.23

    问题十六:现在最想得到的却还没得到的东西是什么?

    说出来好像太现实,但是真话,SUMMER INTERN OFFER

    问题十七:被点名了,你郁闷不?

     郁闷, 还是被最好的异性朋友点名,不答说不过去

    问题十八:在街上走着,如果没有明确的到达目的地的路线,你会怎么想?

     我路痴,一定是又迷路了

    问题十九:夜深人静的时候会想起谁?

     我喜欢的人或者喜欢我的人

    问题二十:如果没有脱光,准备何时脱光,如果已经脱光,请问有再穿上的可能吗?

     不明白问题意思

    问题二十一:最长的一段感情延续了多久?如果没有过的话暧昧关系或者追求的时间也行

     137天

    问题二十二:最害怕什么?

    失去我在乎的人

    问题二十三:有什么心里话想对我说呢?

    你是我最在乎的朋友之一,曾经现在将来都是,所以你和HX一定要开开心心走下去 

    问题二十四: 对爱人(进行时将来时过去时都行)说一句话,发自肺腑的

     I am so grateful to have you in my life and cannot afford to lose you

    问题二十五:为什么不回答这些问题?

     答得很累了已经

    问题二十六:现在在想什么?

     快点答完去睡觉

    问题二十七:2006年最后悔的一件事是什么?

     没有

    问题二十八:什么东西可以让你放弃一切?

     

    问题二十九:最害怕的东西是什么?

     蟑螂

    问题三十:大学里最担心的事是什么?

     三个老人熬不到我出人头地

    问题三十一:心目中的他/她是什么样子?

     有安全感,有责任心,有上进心,孝顺聪明不花心

    问题三十二:你的偶像是?

     刘德华

    问题三十四:如果给你一次出国留学的机会,你最想去哪个国家?

    美国呀,我已经在啦,下一个呢,日本或者英国

    问题三十五:最喜欢吃什么?

     妈妈煮的都爱吃

    问题三十六:你对美女的态度是……

    如果真的很美,我会抱怨自己怎么不是男的?! (经常发生,因为我好"色",哈哈)

    问题三十七:你所拥有的最珍贵的东西?

     家人

    问题三十八:如果再给你一个机会,什么事情你会选择另一种方法解决?

     一时想不到答案

    问题三十九:你有什么怪癖?(比如咬指甲、洗手强迫症之类)

    有笔套的圆珠笔我用的时候一定要把笔套套在笔尾巴,如果笔套丢了我就一定要换一把!

    问题四十:你以后想要几个孩子?男孩还是女孩?

     龙凤,兄妹或者姐弟无所谓

    问题四十一:情人节最想收到什么礼物?

     相册,里面装有和他一起旅游的合影配上SWEET WORDS

    问题四十二:对待相亲的态度是?

     尴尬

    问题四十三:觉得自己是家庭型的还是事业型的啊

     30岁之前事业型

    问题四十四:你觉得你自己变态吗

     有时候

    问题四十五:对爱该执着吗,或许真的放手也是一种爱? 如果是你会怎么选择?

     应该执着 有时候放弃你是因为太爱你,做让我爱的人开心的选择

    问题四十六:你的最理想的生活状态是什么?

     一周五天上班,晚上回家完全脱离工作,一年去外国旅游度假两次,家人和睦,

    周末和朋友聚会 

    问题四十七:你会回避对你表白过的人吗?

     

    问题四十八:你能接受姐弟恋的年龄差是几岁?

     五岁

    问题四十九:你能接受另一半精神出轨吗?到什么程度会忍无可忍?

    不能,因为我也会尾随的 

    问题五十:说出一件你认为很浪漫的事

    很多呀,我妈生日我爸匿名送花到她单位啦;我妈感冒喉咙痛我爸给她炖梨汤消疼啦

    问题五十一:2007年的个人计划

    不好意思,还没有想到

    问题五十二:说说点你人的最大的缺点

    太爱发牢骚 

    问题五十三:如果有一天我消失了你会伤心多久?

    很久很久的,毕竟这么多年朋友啦

    问题五十四:请说出一件我最让你记忆犹新的事??

    你曾经对我说:"不管发生什么事情,我都站在你这边."

     问题五十五:请说出和我在一起最想干吗?

     聊天,没完没了

    问题五十六:有空一起打麻将/打牌吗?

     不喜欢

    问题五十七:今年我过生日,你会送礼物给我吗?嘿嘿~~

     没问题呀

    问题五十八:如果叫你去花好几年等一个看不到结果的未来,你是选择放弃还是坚持?

     现在说的和实际发生后的反应可能不同,还不如不回答

    问题五十九:喜欢中国吗?

     喜欢,除了在申请去外国的旅游签证的时候

    问题六十:告诉我你眼中的我(内在不是外表)?

     义气,搞笑,体贴,玩世不恭

    问题六十一:给我一个忠告!谢谢~

     你应该更有上进心一点,因为有上进心的男人比较可爱 

    问题六十二:半夜,叫你跟我去墓地探险,你去吗?

     我不会让你去的

    问题六十三:你爱我吗?

     对朋友那种吗?那你还是蛮可爱的

    April 01

    A nice trip to Vancouver, Victoria & Seattle(late update)

          I tried to recall details of my trip, so it`s very lengthy, you don`t need to waste time to read it if you are not interested, just skip it to enjoy the photos!

          Spring break from 20th to 25th, a nice trip to Vancouver, Victoria and Seattle, despite of the terrible weather in those three cities.

    The places I went to :

          Vancouver ( UBC, Gas Town, China Town, Robson Street, Grandville Island, Grouse Mountain, Stanley Park);

          Victoria (Butchart Garden, Parliament Building, Downtown);

          Seattle (Space Needle, Seattle Center, Pike`s Market, Ride-the-Duck Tour)

    March 20th:

           Arrived in YVR airport around 1pm, a pretty airport, there are totem poles, and some other artificial but very nice-looking settings. The horrible thing was that I suddenly found out my cell couldn’t work in Canada, I thought it could do. Luckily George told me how to transfer buses to go to UBC. So I transferred twice and took 3 buses, finally got to UBC. On the bus I found it was true there are so many Asians in Vancouver, half of the passengers on the bus are Asian looking. I asked a lady in Mandarin which stop I should get off the bus, she didn`t know, and then a young girl sitting behind me helped me in Mandarin, haha, so convenient!

            George and Christine both had lectures, so I just walked around in the campus! I love it! You could see from the pics, the buildings are much more stylish than that of Davis, and they have narcissuses in the campus!!! They look much bigger compared to the type in China, though, my explanation was maybe they ate too many hamburgers and French Fries, haha! And there is a building exclusively for Korea University’s exchange students, crazy! I tried to figure out where the main library is, so I asked a passer-by for help, who looks like an Asian. He could tell I am a Chinese, so he asked me I speak Mandarin or Cantonese. I said either is fine, then he showed me the way and chatted with me in Cantonese. I felt he was pretty nice, so I borrowed his cell to call George. Thank Godness! You know how important the cell is ?! And you can survive without speaking English there seriously!

             Afternoon I went for sightseeing in the downtown, gas town, Robson street and China town. I was cheated by the steam clock in Gas town, what t?? h???! (I don`t want to say the whole sentence in space, haha!). And it seems the China Town is so dangerous there, many weird-looking people walking around, some stared at you, some tried to approach you, I was so scared alone!!! I stayed in Christine’s room for night! Yeah! Free accommodation and reunion with HKU guys!

     

    March 21st:

              George showed me to the Granville Island, treated me a nice lunch with Korean Food, yummy yummy! But the weather was horrible, raining for the whole day!!! Grey sky, I didn`t get any nice pics!!! In the afternoon I went to Grouse Mountain by myself!! Freezingly cold! And it snowed heavily on the top! The mountain is called “peak of Vancouver” so you were supposed to get a bird-view of the whole city, but on that day, it was foggy so I couldn`t see anything, kinda boring and cold by myself, regretted I didn`t draw George to go with me, so I rented ice-skating shoes and played with myself. I even set the self-timer function of the camera then took pics for myself in the snow world, haha, low B bobo! It seems that the God has compensated me a lot since I came to the U.S. because I saw heavy snow 3 times already. Btw, I found out there are so many Japanese there too, wherever I went, I could here some Japanese around.

     

    March 22nd:

             I went to Victoria by ferry, the famous flower city! Had a nice sleep on the ferry and felt energetic after that. First stop in Butchart Garden saw tons of flowers, but the best season should be in summer without rain and with blue sky. However, I appreciate it already, there are tulips, rhododendron, magnolia, camellia, huge narcissuses (again!), myosotis and some other names, I don`t even know in Chinese! Didi-wu showed me around the downtown. (HKU is amazing, exchange students every where, cool!) Although she still complained that she need to go to Vancouver to do shopping sometimes, it is much much much more prosperous than Davis, which has nothing already! It drizzled when I was there, still acceptable, but didn`t see too many cherry blossom or roses in the city, not the right time yet. By comparison, I came to understand why there are so many parties in Davis, coz they don`t have any place to go to! We ate Korean food again for dinner! Haha, I love Korean food!

     

    Mar 23rd:

              Took the ferry back to Vancouver. Horrible weather! I hate it! Christine`s friend drove us to the Stanley Park, but foggy weather deprived me of the right to enjoy the beautiful there, I could only see a very unclear sketch of Lion Gate Bridge and some trees which fell down due to windstorm months ago. Had dinner with they two in a not bad Japanese restaurant, I love that one because you can see the Sakura Tree outside of the window, and you can sit on Tatami, matching atmosphere! All of us ordered Bento, I tried to use Japanese to ask waiter to help us take photos and deal with bills and it seemed pretty ok, haha, just simple Japanese though actually, motto ganbatte ne!

     

    Mar 24th:

    Took Greyhound Bus to go to Seattle with Christine and spent 2 days with a loose schedule. This city is flooded with Starbucks shop and there is the very first one in the Pike`s Market since 1791. We suffered from the annoying rain on the first day, but second day it turned out fine, but Christine left before the sun came out, so I went to Space Needle by myself, nice bird view from the top!

     

              I just took this break to recover after I was stressed out by the winter quarter. But the last two weeks, due to farewell and finals, I lacked enough sleep so when I was in Canada, I fell asleep almost in all kinds of transportations, including, bus, sea bus, ferry, airplane, greyhound, sky train. They should have been prettier if I was lucky enough to hug sunshine. So I swear I need to go to these 3 places in summer again to see the true beauty and charm of them! Crista, go with me next time!