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Completion of my rootless life for the time being...“Inject yourself each morning with a dose of enthusiasm, responsibility and discipline" February 07 爱得起梁咏琪 爱得起(国) 如果拥抱不够亲密 你说这城市太拥挤 既然爱了 就要爱得起 相信爱了 就会爱得起 遇到你就有 用武之地 花光我所有的力气 爱就是唯一的真理 既然爱了就要爱得起 相信爱了就会爱得起 爱是一场 命中注定的战役 November 05 My best friend`s love letter!!!My dear friends, I`m doing fine. Just too lazy and busy to write blog in the past 5 months.
Trying very hard to get used to my work life now, I didn`t know that working in Finance Division is so cyclical before. Every month end, the first week of each month, is hectic like crazy! Non-stop emails, calls, messengers asking me to make late adjustment, checking numbers, explaining the logic/full name of some initials, while at the same time I need to cope with those elephant-sized excel files, which always crash my laptop, and keep chasing other people for data.
Now, in addition to the "Monday-blue", I also have "Month-end-blue" now. And every month is almost the same, every guy in my team is too tired or concentrated to laugh. It`s just a period of craziness, happened on monthly basis. I feel llike I`m getting one year elder after finishing one month-end, geeeee, that sounds scary.
I have my breakfast at desk, lunch at desk, and dinner still at desk, often around 9pm, if not 10pm.
Don`t blame me for complaining here, we always need an outlet to release our emotion. During month end, every time I promise myself that "today I`ll go home early", I was lying to myself, and I hate that!!! Ok ok ok fine, let me work hard now to have more relaxing future life, so that when I promise my husband or kids that "today I`ll go home early", I can make it happen definitely and show up in the front of their smiling faces!
Although month end is quite depressing, receiving such a sweet love letter from my best friend is enough to make the whole world envy me!!! Pasted as follows,
From: Crista
Sent: Wed 11/5/2008 2:28 PM
To: icy Subject: Thinking of you
Honey,
I am just thinking of you at this moment. You have been working long hours recently and I know you must be feeling kind of down. Hehe, isn’t it funny? When we first started working, we were so willing to work extra hours and will so fret when we have nothing to do. But now, all we are thinking of is “ come on, I want to go home”. I guess, these are just phases. Finally we will feel fit in and feel in pace with life with a fixed component called work.
There’s one thing I can’t get off my mind. It’s when Leo recalled the incident when you called him and cried. You commented by saying that “I am indeed kind of depressed sometimes”. Actually you’ve said so several times and I never take it seriously. Now it is haunting me… I feel bad about my insensitivity. Surely, you would have those moments… Surely you do…. You are always so considerate and compromising, so nice that even good friends start to take it for granted….
Well, honey. Just an Email to say how much I love you… feeling like saying it to you ^-^ also I saw a lovely poem once about “distant love”. Maybe useful for you ^^
The Love I Long For
So far away and yet so very close, I yearn for your love with the greatest of hope. To meet you, my sweet lover, I'm trying to cope. The touch of your hand, the look in your eyes The feel of your soft lips will soon arise. Together we will be, one day soon Patience is a virtue you have crooned. So until then my love, I will wait Dreaming of you and our first date. June 04 一路走来 Part 1考试前就一直想着所有final结束以后要为毕业写点什么， 只是考完后， 一来人慵懒了， 二来心情因为种种烦琐又不顺的事情，变得像我的房间一样凌乱， 难以整理。只是想想如果我再不写事后定会忘了自己现在的感受了， 我这么健忘的人。 四年就这样一晃而过， 我的一些朋友说他们没有任何不舍， 没有任何特别的感觉， 毕业了， 仅此而已。 怎么能仅此而已呢？对于我们这些选择了先工作， 而且很可能再回学校也只是读MBA的人来说， 毕业真的就意味着校园生活离我们远去了呀。 我们再也不能早上赖床就翘课了呀，再也不能上课时把老师晾在一边躲在下面吹牛调情玩连连看读不相关的新闻为“是男人就跳到一百楼”的游戏还没有突破两位数就牺牲而抱怨了呀，再也不能完全由自己决定今天下课后几点回去了呀，再也不能任性地碰到合不来的人就避而远之了呀。。。。。。 上面是玩笑话， 读书的好处何止这些？读书和工作毕竟是完全不同的生活状态， 完全不同的周边环境， 担负不同的责任， 和一群全新的人打交道， 他们不仅仅是家庭背景， 毕业院校， 或是年龄不同与你， 而且阅历经验脾气工作方式文化背景都可能不一样。 可能是你的上司或者team里的同事，你可以不服他（她）， 不满他（她），不喜欢他（她）， 不赞同他（她）, 却还是要和和睦睦地和人相处， 最多客客气气地婉转表达。 我不是很直接的人， 也不是很懂得掩饰的人， 可是我想真的让我遇到了这样的情况， 我会很不开心的， 而十有八九我还是会遇到的。 OK,言归正传，我其实只是想回顾一下四年的大学生活。四年被分割成在了三个地方， 漳州， 香港， 美国加州，中间因为实习，出工差和旅游去过广州， 宁夏和无数个地方，去机场的次数比回家的次数还多， 以至于那个一度向往漂泊自由的我如今厌倦了颠沛流离。 路怎么走总是自己选择的， 我当然不后悔， 动荡的生活有别样的收获，只是那份永远存在的不确定性让我紧张兴奋之余夹杂着些许无奈。本以为要在香港安定上几年了，计划有变， 我又要不知何去何从了。我开始觉得我总是认识很多的新朋友因为我总是换环境，可是能保持联系的越来越少，因为我懒也因为我打一枪换一个地方。似乎已经忘记了自己属于哪里了， 每个城市都能呆， 但似乎没有一个地方有家的感觉。 Year 0在厦大， 其实一点归属感都没有， 原本不是自己的学校， 还要在一个与世隔绝的漳州新校区， 但是这毕竟是我离开家的第一年， 成长了许多。 自幼娇生惯养， 我觉得那一年的变化很大。 我至今仍记得自己打苦工送餐的日子， 戴着鸭舌帽， 顶着烈日， 汗流浃背，踩着单车蛮校区地跑， 十一点到两点，最多时一周四个中午都在干， 结束后稍稍休息或是冲个凉照常去上课。送份餐不过五角，外加老板包个午餐， 我当然不是图钱，只为体验。也许哪天我成名了写个自传什么还能加上这样一段有趣的经历， 哈哈！我和爸妈说那是我从小到大做的最让我引以为荣的一件事情， 那四个月开始变得独立，吃苦， 体会賺钱的艰辛和一些人的无知。 漳州的厦天热得令人晕眩，不少同学下课直接回寝室，开了空调打个电话叫餐， 然后我就忙开了。 我曾经接受过人鄙视的目光，于是我用更加鄙视的目光回敬。 我学会了怎样和刁蛮的食客打交道， 怎样和男生宿舍门口一脸胡疑的保安周旋， 怎样为我的店做宣传拉生意， 怎样利用自己的网络扩大店的影响， 怎样无视别人的目光和想法坚持自己的决定。。。有趣的是， 有两周我要考试实在太忙暂停了工作， 老板竟然找不到一个可以坚持超过一个星期的女生送餐员， 但是女生宿舍男生送餐员免进的， 于是我又被老板抓了回去， 才意识到自己并不像自己原本想的那么娇生惯养， 软弱无力。 很奇怪地， 每次回想起这段经历， 我就觉得我少有的自信一点点重现， 这种感觉不是好成绩， 比赛获奖， job offer所能给予的。也许这辈子我都不会再做一份类似的苦工了， 所以这份经历对我而言弥足珍贵。 Year 1在港大 to be cont May 31 The World, Dubai -- Introduced by G G came over, looking extremely excited, and introduced to me an amazing place he just got to know. I read it and concluded this wonderful idea does deserve admiration, and it will surely make the originally exceptional city Dubai even more spectacular!
Check it out! "An unsurpassed destination is coming!"
May 29 走路去纽约 －－陶晶莹《走路去纽约》--陶晶莹
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